I doubled my depression meds and was capable of functioning today. I decided while I'm able to function I should find some advice, something relatable, just SOMETHING for when I go there again. Because I will. Depression is an everyday battle. Most days are good now thanks to my medications--but some days are so bad. … Continue reading Spilling my darkness
Author: myunapologeticmessymind
Success or Sanity
I should be writing a paper. But I’m not. I’m writing this blog in a vain attempt to gain some sanity. Work. I am overworked. I cannot list the amount of work or tasks or things that I am responsible for at work. Seriously. Like I’d have to log for 2 months probably to get … Continue reading Success or Sanity
Momming 4 Girls: Lies Vol 1
So I've done Truths Vol 1, and I felt as if I needed to follow up with the lies. First of all, your daughters will not be all photogenic and love frilly dresses, matching, and bows in their hair. In fact, based on my girls you have about a 50% chance of that happening. They … Continue reading Momming 4 Girls: Lies Vol 1
Cheetos and weight loss: VSG (non)update
MMMbop. Bip-a-top. I dooo-wop. Do-wop. I doooo-wop bip-a-top I doooooo...
Momming 4 girls: truths vol. 1
If you want to hide something—put it in plain view. Kids can never find what’s right in front of them but let something be somewhere you can’t even find it… They’ll find it and destroy it Going to a family event or any event that requires the kids to look good requires an entire morning. … Continue reading Momming 4 girls: truths vol. 1
Balancing my Circle
I want to write today, not about any particular topic, just write. The kids are on summer break and I am losing my mind. I’m currently in my 1-week break between terms for school. My weight loss has stalled. My mental health has stalled. Everything seems to be ehhh. But I’m happy with that. I’m … Continue reading Balancing my Circle
I’m that Mom
As I'm currently sitting at my daughters girl-scout bridging ceremony I notice I'm one of few moms that are alone. There are a few moms I know but due to my awkward social anxiety I've said too much or too little causing them to wave and smile but never speak. I sit alone listening to … Continue reading I’m that Mom
The chaos that is my brain
My brain is in chaos today. There is no reason that I can understand. I cannot figure out what I should be doing. Writing this is a chore, I have to contemplate each word whereas normally words flow from my fingers faster than my brain. Not today, today my fingers are prying away at the … Continue reading The chaos that is my brain
VSG Update 6.5 months post-op
Back then they didn't want me, now I'm hot they all on me
Yay Makeup! Faves
It's been a longg time coming
My Unapologetic Messy Mind 